I’m His

While on my walk I said ‘Lord, I just want something of my own…’ He replied, “I’m sorry but it’s all mine. Nothing that you’ve been given, nothing you’ve accomplished is yours, you are only a steward. I love you, I am yours and you are mine. I Give you many things to steward but ultimately they are mine.”

Waiting

So yes, I’ve been caught in the web.. Web of delusion.. Web of guilt.. Web of self loathing. No more! I am able to rescue myself. I am able to be free of limited thinking. I have the mind of Christ. I can keep my love on and set my boundaries and embrace this time of slavery because soon my freedom will be seen by all. I am free. This prison has only been an illusion. Amen I am free. Whom The Lord sets free is free indeed.
I am free.

New Life

I made a choice yesterday to say yes to God. It required letting go of a very intense friendship, a friendship of love, a friendship of passion but not a friendship in freedom. Freedom comes at a price as we have all heard but when actually paying that price it can seem a literal death and death it was. Death of flesh. So the mourning begins. I asked God for a gift this morning to help ease the pain and today when I walked into work, my very barren orchid plant had seemingly out of nowhere sprung a very healthy, new stem with three new buds.
Tell me there is no God.
Today is a new day, and new life has begun.

New Life

I made a choice yesterday to say yes to God. It required letting go of a very intense friendship, a friendship of love, a friendship of passion but not a friendship in freedom. Freedom comes at a price as we have all heard but when actually paying that price it can seem a literal death and death it was. Death of flesh. So the mourning begins. I asked God for a gift this morning to help ease the pain and today when I walked into work, my very barren orchid plant had seemingly out of nowhere sprung a very healthy, new stem with three new buds.
Tell me there is no God.
Today is a new day, and new life has begun.

Word press response

No need to be bitter.. and cynical.. One would think its not good for public relations.

The choice

I hear you speak and oh how I wish I were ignorant of your voice. Not that I don’t love you, but your requests are so uncomfortable and I am faced with the choice. Do I ignore what I hear or obey because it’s the only way I can really show my love, and it’s also stepping over the barrier to my destiny. If I truly want to walk in the power of my calling I must let go of my fear of man, strip off my pride and murder my religious spirit.
So here and now before the world and in front of the God who loves me, I declare.. Here am I… Send me.

Dandelion wishes

Spoken or unspoken, every wish, every dream and every desire will be answered by the One who loves us. His mercies are new every morning and He says delight yourself in Me and I will give you the desires of your heart. Yes, he knows your desires and He will answer every one of your hearts cry.

In the quiet and alone

It’s me, I’m here alone and nothing but the hum of the refrigerator do I hear. It’s been a long road getting to this point. I’m very relieved, very tired and very excited to begin this new journey. It’s all about the journey, isn’t it? And I almost missed it.. But almost doesn’t count. I’m here and plan on enjoying every moment from here on out. My first night in the apartment and all I can think about is laying my head on that pillow. Good night to you. Will talk to you later.